[center][h2][color=darkorange][b]Day 4[/b] // A song that reminds you of something sad.[/color][/h2]

[hider=All Or Nothing - Theory of a Deadman][youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zd66UV0XG5Y[/youtube][/hider][/center]
I had three other songs as possible candidates besides this one, but I decided that the memories attached to two of them were too bothersome to discuss and the third one was just rather silly. For the aforementioned reasons, I picked this song instead. So, why does this song make me sad? Well, it reminds me of someone that I no longer talk to. Or rather, SOMEONES that I no longer talk to.

About three summers ago, I managed to make my first real life friends. Admittedly, they often gave me "bad vibes" but I stuck close to them anyway. Although I befriended everyone in the group, I became especially close to one member of the group. He and I would stay up all night and just talk while playing video games. I remember playing Fallout 3 and just talking to this kid. We had a lot in common especially involving problems regarding our parents. Fast forward to the end of the summer and he reveals that he has feelings for me. I'm playing with my own demons at this point and maybe I liked him, maybe I didn't, but either way, nothing ever happened with us. I eventually took my ex back for a bit and we stopped talking after that. Even though I don't really have feelings for him, I still miss him. I don't think that he'll ever know and I left state to live with my aunt and uncle less than a year later. Apparently he fell off the grid and I'm being told that this group fell into their own situations (some worse than others). 

So how does this song tie into it? Well, it's a melancholic memorial to them, I suppose. I don't cherish those memories as much as they bother me in a rather sad light. And this song, well, it was playing when I was still speaking to these people. 

[s]Don't get me wrong though. I still love this song.[/s]