[quote=@Beelz129]
I don't even know what I want to do or what job I would be good at. I'm only 21 and my parets so much to do things their way and not my way. I already knew college was going to be a struggle but with my struggling depression and everything its becoem harder and harder to keep myself motivated. Thats why I often roleplay to get away grom the reality of falure.
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Start with a job first. Move from there. 

[quote=@Beelz129]
Like I love animals but I love writing as well.
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Volunteer at an animal shelter. It's low pressure and will help you feel used to responsibility.