[@Shoryu Magami]
At this point, just forcing myself to write would probably be the better option. By now, after restarting so many times, I basically know how chapter one goes by heart. But I don't know. Maybe writing other stories can help as well? I have another story idea I've been thinking about longer than my main story that I can write, so I could give that a go as well. But I'd prefer to focus on my main story the most. At least to begin with.