[@HaleyTheRandom]
It's who I am, really... Honestly, real relationships don't work unless people can be demanding/genuine anyway, since being too "chill" about a relationship is one of the reasons people don't grow close. She's mentioned it's fine for me to call her, and I've told her the same, but meh... I prefer to leave it for a worst case scenario.

I've probably recovered a bit of what I lost, but I'm still missing pieces. I technically need to be up in 4-5 hours.