[@c3p-0h] Aw, I'm really sorry to hear that. I'm going through the same/similar thing (mentally). I just want to retreat further and further away. I want to keep from others, and ultimately, myself. 
But I wouldn't worry too much about school. It seems like, now-a-days, as long as you do it along the general guidelines, it's good enough (but it depends if you're seeking good grades (if they still do grades where you are, that is)). 
Honestly, I could rant about how education is generally failed, but I don't know if you're American or going to school in America, so I'll save that for myself. xP