"There is strength in numbers and I don't really have anywhere to go after what happened. Maybe I could ... but what if I end up killing everyone again. These aren't the first magical individuals I have encountered and no has ever survived her." I ponder silently until the assistant leader refers to me by name. Last remember? I've been trying to forget. 

"I'm not sure but I'd rather discus it in private if I have to talk about." 

I don't want to freak anyone out anymore then they already are. Besides it's not just something I can easily say out loud so suddenly. I know everyone of them and she ate them all right in front of me with that sick smile on her face. I got lost in thought again losing my place in the conversation.