I'm sorry everyone,

I know I said I would try to get this up Friday but things made it impossible for it to happen. As some of you know already, I am going through a divorce and some days I am alright and some I am not. This weekend has been rough because he is in a bit of trouble and I am worried. He doesn't want me or my help and it hurts to say that. He is finally being nicer to me after we talked a lot out but it is still hard to feel useless to the one you love even if they don't want to be with you anymore. That is only a part of it but the sadness has been overwhelming and I haven't been able to write....

I'm sorry to let everyone down. It is hard to let go of sadness some days and the last few days have been like that.