Lots of reasons to be annoyed:
1) Elections.

2) Politics.

3) The downward spiral of shit caused by the above two.

4) Not logging in for a week that quickly caused a downward spiral feedback loop of neurotic freakouts between "I should log in and apologize" and "ITS BEEN TOO LONG AAAAAA".  It's been three months since (although there was an aborted attempt at coming back somewhat recently).  This also happened with a game dev group I was in for six months after missing two meetings in spite of being there every week.  It's been over a year since I last saw anyone there.

5) Lack of drive during said three months with anything at all ranging from video games to the job hunt.

6) Lack of luck with the job hunt.

7) The fact that my brother's having some problems and he's across the country and thus not easy to assist with.

8) The worry caused by 1 to 3 about nukes and the fact that my city is an obvious target and I live in a section that will most likely be wrecked by any nuke or at the least be affected by the blast radius of radiation.  I wore my Fallout cosplay jacket to the elections as a bit of a joke/nonverbal expression of worry.  I don't want to live through the events of the game.

9) It seems like every single tabletop RPG group I join eventually dies off in spite of how enthusiastic everyone is and how this one group keeps changing the system when we lose interest in the previous system.  Not sure if its me or if its just a really annoying coincidence but then again I'm not running any of them so it probably is just a coincidence.

10) My 16+ year old cat might be getting too old and senile to remember to use the litterbox.  But he might be doing it out of passive aggressive spite so I'm not sure what his deal is.  Also he's "talking" more often to me so I'm worried that may be a sign of some other problem.