[color=662d91]"C-come on. Please. Please just..."[/color] Kusari's entire body was shaking as she leaned against a tree, in front of her a dismembered tentacle writhed on the ground like a dying worm. Her left arm was once again bereft of feeling, as there was no limb to feel. In her right hand she was holding her left arm, the very same one that she had cut off not long ago, she was trying to reattach it. Between the pain and her mental agony she felt as if she were going to lose her mind. Losing this battle hurt, but not because she was simply competitive. She wanted to be useful, to prove that she could actually do something noteworthy. Yet she'd lost without taking a single person out of the match. More of her classmates were going to die. They were going to die because of her, because of her weakness and incompetence.

[color=662d91]"Just... work. Please."[/color] She fell to her knees, her eyes blurry and glassy. If she couldn't be useful, couldn't she at least be normal? 

Her severed arm had only just barely stuck to the fresh wound, and it was taking a long time to heal. She tried to think of something else, anything else to keep her mind off the pain, that turned out to be a bad idea. The first thing that entered her mind was an image of her father. The last time she'd seen him, he was lying in a casket. Her body tensed up, and her teeth were clenched tight. Whatever was forcing her to have those dreams could go to hell. She tiled her body and slammed her head against the tree over and over until her forehead was pouring red. 

[color=662d91]"Suffer for your art!?[/color] 
[right][i]bang.[/i][/right] 
[color=662d91]"That's a load of bullshit!"[/color] 
[right][i]bang.[/i][/right] 
[color=662d91]"There's no meaning at all!"[/color] 
[right][i]bang.[/i][/right] 
[color=662d91]"Look where it got you!"[/color] 
[right][i]---[/i][/right] 
[color=662d91]"Look where it got me..."[/color]

She slumped down onto the ground, quiet as she held her arm in place. She didn't know what to do, if she couldn't even be an effective weapon then what possible use did she have?