[center][h1][color=lightcoral]𝕃 𝕚 𝕝 𝕚 𝕒 𝕟 𝕟 𝕒   𝔹 𝕣 𝕒 𝕟 𝕕 𝕥[/color][/h1]
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[hr][center][color=silver]𝕊𝕖𝕡𝕥. 𝟟, 𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟘   / /   𝕌𝕊𝔸ℝ𝕀𝕃ℕ 𝔼𝕒𝕤𝕥   / /   𝔾𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕕 ℤ𝕖𝕣𝕠  / /  ~ 𝟙𝟟𝟙𝟚[/color][/center][hr]
The second time Siena teleported Lily, she would have whooped out again in delight but the moment she was deposited into the safe zone, she felt a barrage to her senses. She blinked as she detected... no... she [i]felt[/i] a large amount of injuries around her. What was happening? Weren't they in a game? Why were there so many of her classmates hurt? Cuts, bruises, broken nose, broken arm, a bite on the neck... Her head automatically turned towards the general direction of those who were hurt. It didn't matter if she could see them or not from where she was standing. She just knew. It was, after all, how her power worked. [color=lightcoral]"Hmmm? Why would there be a bite on the neck...?[/color] Even as she paused, injuries kept registering in her mind. Severed limbs. [i]Severed limbs.[/i] Lily's eyes widened and she frowned as she turned her head towards Kusari's direction. Was she supposed to help out? How does she help out someone who had lost her limbs? She looked at her own arms. [color=lightcoral][i]Would they fall off if I took the injuries?[/i][/color] she shuddered at the thought, imagining how painful it would probably be. 

But she had to do something, right? She had to help. It was what her team mates would do for her.

[I]Or would they?[/i]

Doubt crept into Lily's mind. She was left outside USARILN East's doors when she had been injured. Why would anyone help her? What would anyone gain from helping out a girl whose mind jumped from one topic to the other and a mood that shifted as fast as flicking a switch on and off. She continued to turn her head here and there, trying to figure out which one to help out, trying to figure out if she [i]should[/i] help out. She wasn't looking forward to the pain and she definitely didn't want to end up taking more than she could handle like the last time. And as she tried to puzzle out what to do, she ended up not helping anyone at all.

It was a familiar feeling... not being able to help. And she wondered if she was ever in the same situation before. Who had she failed to help? Was it the reason why she had been left behind? Who were the people she forgot? Whose face should she remember but couldn't no matter how hard she tried? Who was she?

It didn't take long until a guard appeared to escort the golden haired girl to the Security Outpost. Lily automatically moved, not really minding the weapon once again pointed at her. It was something that wasn't important to her as her mind continued to be plagued with the injuries all around her. She quietly let herself be led towards the Outpost. Once in the observation room, her attention was turned towards the other healer. For a moment, the confused thoughts that persistently runs through her head was interrupted by what the blonde boy did. She stared at him as he cut himself, almost cringing at how he cried out in pain. She understood pain. She understood it very well. Her golden eyes followed the blood as it trailed down the boy's arm. Before it dripped to the floor, the air shimmered. Silently, Lily watched as the red vapor spread away from him, its effect wrapping all the injured in a translucent haze. Healing powers... His blood was really potent.... More potent, more useful. 

But like her, did he hesitated to help out the injured?

She watched as Christmas conversed with Sander, vaguely remembering the tall boy from their last battle. [color=lightcoral][i]The one who had been encased in that crystal the pink haired boy made...[/i][/color] she thought. They looked close. The smaller boy even made an effort to make a mound of towels for the taller one. As she watched, she found herself wondering what it would be like to have a friend. Maybe she should make an extra effort to get to know her classmates. 

[color=lightcoral][i]But would any of these people want to get to know me?[/i][/color]

She sighed and then turned her thoughts to something else. [color=lightcoral][i]Must be nice to have room mates...are they room mates? Must be fun...[/i][/color] she thought idly, her thoughts derailing once more. She imagined her small room with several beds crammed into it and she wrinkled her nose. [color=lightcoral][i]Doesn't seem like it'll be fun...[/i][/color]