[hider=Put in a hider after GM request][@POOHEAD189] I think I can make this quick because I deem it completely unnecessary to decompile Darkraven's verbal deliveries paragraph by paragraph. Just a few things I'd like to cover: Yes, what I did about 11 hours ago was an outburst and it was on purpose. You can probably notice the poor spelling correction applied to the post and that's a direct result from me reaching nuclear meltdown and trying to get the text out asap. I do not want to claim that everything stated in there is 100% correct to the letter. Also it would be daring to claim that [i]my own[/i] words would be 100% objective. Honestly I also expected to get a quite harsh response from our GM for actively putting up my own red lines and ultimatums at a point where this possibly could have been over. However the point is that I was convinced that it would not be. There are two ways to come to an 'agreement' after a prolonged debate: The honest one and the '..., but I am right and only agreeing because the more clever one gives way!' one. Darkraven in my eyes has gone for the latter without any doubt. Secondly it was Darkraven himself who demanded for speaking things out in the open repeatedly. I did nothing else than just that as far I was and am thinking about what happened. The quality of the feedback provided to me speaks for itself. Darkraven has derailed and disqualified himself so hard that I frankly don't care if my refusal to decompile and deal with his nonsense paragraph by paragraph is interpreted against me or not by him. I [i]do[/i] care however about what those people still being a part of this RP think. So far I'd assess myself in a way that I've been able to resolve any issues about my character or otherwise related to this RP without causing collateral damage and without crossing any red lines dictated by common sense. [b]If this has changed by my recent actions here or wasn't true in the first place I'd like to know it via PM so attempts for self-correction can be made. If the statement still holds true after this feel free to notify me about that via PM as well if you want.[/b] Thank you.[/hider]