Ah, back from a hiatus I see. Welcome to the guild!

As you are seemingly a new user here, I would recommend checking out the [url=http://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/150081-a-new-users-guide-to-the-guild/ooc]new users guide[/url] to get to know the terms the site uses. Hopefully you find the right thing for your itch, those can be terrible if no cure is found!