[@Lmpkio] Bro, let me list my KDR. My Kill/Death ratio, in case you don't know the lingo.

It's .25 aka 1/4. And that's if you're really generous with the definition of "kill", seeing Balrog went on to mind control a titan Grafdakka and punchout JORM. JOOOOOOORM. The person who is literally holding the nexus together. After I "killed" him.

Number of times my character after deploying has been killed by the first person they "fight*" in a battle:
4/5. 
And Cydone hasn't been attacked yet, so we might yet get 5 for 5. Even if he survives his first fight, assuming the winning faction will be at half strength, his chance of survival is 1/6th.

*fight half of the time meaning trying to run away from/survive the attacks of with no attempts to counterattack.

And Alexi vs Ira, was the FIRST time I managed to deal damage back, and look like a badass, even when I lost. Miyu vs Henry, Miyu did nothing and got taken out like a chump. Miyu vs Juno, Juno literally didn't even think she was launching a lethal attack. Miyu vs Ni-Mu, Ni-Mu wasn't even specifically targetting her, Miyu got killed by splash damage.

Miyu is and was my favorite character out of my roster. But well, if you go into this roleplay with the assumption that you will always get to look badass, you will be very wrong. Even someone like Juno will get moments where they look like an absolute dumbass. And she holds the Nexus together physically.

You fell prey to making yourself the first obvious target for everyone who was not an angel, while the majority of team angel hadn't deployed yet. It was just bad timing.