Stupid or not, they are my own actions, my own choices and no one can judge them right or wrong, except myself.
There are reasons why I'm uncertain on what to write. I don't like to force things on my characters. I don't like to act in a way that my character wouldn't act. I don't like "forced" reasons, to obligate my character to do something. Even if this thing proves to be particularly interesting or fun.

I try to avoid all and any type of "metagaming" while writing. I will even kill my own character (on a more "hardcore" rp) if he encounters a situation where he would rather chose death. Even if it kills my character, even if it results in bad things.
I try, I repeat, TRY my best to make my characters act as "organically" as possible.

If someone asks me what my character would do in certain situation, my answer would probably be: I don't know.
I like to literally "play" the character when I'm writing. That's why I hate metagaming & etc. Those things hamper the process I use to write a post. 

You can call me eccentric, weird or simply dumb, but that's how my mind works. All those quirks, all those weird preferences are part of me.