[@Olcharlieboi] That sucks. Ah, usually people want to talk to the GM of the project. Mhm, youtube is a wonderful place especially when you need help with something. 
I hope your life settles down/slows down a little so you can enjoy it and not stress it. Funny thing is I'm trying to speed my life up. 
Literally joined more then five roleplays and all of them haven't got started or just died.