[@pyroman] Heidi opened the doors of her mind before she answered this, so that Jean would be able to see as well as hear it from her mouth. "Our first mission could have gone a lot worse. There were no casualties, although there was major property damage, mass injury and radiation sickness, the culprit managed to escape...I had no idea that missions were like that. All the mental preparation and planning in the world couldn't have made me ready for that" She sighed. "My role on the team should have been the planer and strategist, but I couldn't handle the responsibility. I don't even know how I can improve this flaw. Do you have any ideas, Jean?"