[@Morose] That's truly awful! I am so sorry to hear that! I feel your pain. I really do. I've had a similarly traumatic experience. Granted, the two goats weren't technically my own, but I was so involved in their life and held them so dearly they might as well have been. After all, they were the older sisters of my goat Amber and were sweet as can be. They died a horrible death due to the neighbor's negligence. It was easily one of the worse moments of my life witnessing that. It's not hard for me to imagine your pain. ):