[hider=Email to Raik Barat (Deceased)]

[b]Sent night before departure[/b]

[i]Barat,

I know it has been a long time since I last gave you an update. Been nothing really to update since the Borealis crew all split up you know?  Hopping from job to job, fixing mechanics. I'd given up on looking for Vellios and was just kinda coasting, tail spinning would be a better way to describe it, aimlessly. Then I heard about the Andromeda Initative, and suddenly had another goal. This galaxy is harsh and polluted with hatred (and doomed to die if you believe commander Shepard and all those other 'Reaper' advocates). We've screwed up our chances here. But Andromeda, Andromeda is hundreds of years away. A new chance. A new beginning. You'd probably call me an idiot for going with it, Tonka already has. But hey, you know me. Ever naive, ever dreaming. Anyways, there was a point to this message, other than an update on how and what I'm doing. Since I'm going to be going a galaxy away, I just wanted to say goodbye. One last time. I'll never forget you, and all that you did for me. I'll rebuild that robot of yours (really sorry about getting him torn apart again. Who knew Vorcha could be so angry?) and commemorate you in Andromeda. 

Goodbye, old friend.

Requiescat in pace, 

Serena[/i][/hider]

[hider=Email to Vellios (Living)]

[b]Sent an hour before departure.[/b]

[i]You fucking coward. You're a piece of shit, you know that? The motherfucking space jellyfishes have spine than you do. How fucking [u]dare[/u] you. I can forgive you for running away with only a pathetic piece of shit of a letter as an apology. I can forgive you for hiding from me for fucking years and not even giving me one single shitty little update. I can [b]forgive[/b] making me think you had died,  because I thought surely, fucking surely, you wouldn't just disconnect from me completely if you were alive. You would have at least sent one little damn message to let me know you were alive, and why you couldn't contact me.

How fucking wrong I was!

I can forgive all of that Vellios. I really can. What I can't forgive, you son of a bitch, is suddenly showing up at the Andromeda convention, letting me see you, and then running away and hiding from me. I can't forgive you for being that much of a chickenshit. What are you afraid of Vellios? That I was gonna kick the shit out of you? Cause I was, and I am. You knew that. That I would suddenly see you as any less than I already have? Give me a fucking break. I've seen you at your worse. You're still high in my opinion. But you're absolute bastard. You're a fucking coward, and I never really thought of you as one until now. 

I wasn't going to send this last night. I figured I was having a knee jerk reaction, and it wouldn't help to send you such an angry message. But you know what? Fuck that and fuck you. 

Don't fucking die in Andromeda. I'm going to find you and kick the ever living shit out of you. Then I'm dragging your ass back to meet the rest of the crew who came along, so they can kick the shit out of you.

For some reason still your fucking friend, 

Serena.[/i] [/hider]