Sunday, 04/20, 2012 0500 hours Blackwell’s Ranch Latitude:34.440090° Longitude:-118.306973° Santa Clarita, Ca, USA “soledad canyon” keying the mike again ""CQ CQ CQ DE ST8RMR Sierra Tango Ate Romeo Mike Romeo ST8RMR K". ""CQ CQ CQ DE ST8RMR Sierra Tango Ate Romeo Mike Romeo ST8RMR K". ""CQ CQ CQ DE ST8RMR Sierra Tango Ate Romeo Mike Romeo ST8RMR K". static... ""CQ CQ CQ DE ST8RMR Sierra Tango Ate Romeo Mike Romeo ST8RMR K". ""CQ CQ CQ DE ST8RMR Sierra Tango Ate Romeo Mike Romeo ST8RMR K". ""CQ CQ CQ DE ST8RMR Sierra Tango Ate Romeo Mike Romeo ST8RMR K". static.. " Negative contact with all stations, Sierra Tango Ate Romeo Mike Romeo, 73, SK "Damn it... " John spoke out loud to himself. " Do you think that --" Ms Diaz said "NO!.. I mean No... I know that people are still alive but maybe just can't get to a radio" John snapped " You know that if you would stop getting upset and listening to all those far away people that your head wouldn't be as fucked up john" Lucy told him " Come... your blood sugar is dropping because your getting cranky again" Lucy held her hand out for john to take and slowly he did. " Your right... maybe another day.." he replied Yeah.. maybe" John turned off the HAM radio and went back to the other chores of checking his fence line with the dogs and watching out from stranger that would steal things. It wasn't but two days ago that he started to put up Crosses of people (undead) on the edge of his farm and pull everything into and behind locked doors. Fuel wasn't a problem yet but in the months to come it will be. John used heavy black lien cloths to mask light source at night in the stationary rail cars. Which was driving lucy up the wall with John's " the way you need to act because this is WAR speeches". She knew that he was serious about everything but then again where would she go?. He saved her live and healed her up and even removed the chest tube and make a field expedient occlusive dressing. He had a several vehicles like he was prepared for a war but with whom?. John spent most of the nights up, welding plates to the cab of his 5 ton 6x6 wrecker truck, Lucy thought that thier were others like him but was he crazy?. John would go on these crasy "raid parties" and sometimes bring back nothing but fresh blood and old with ... god know what else it might be on the vehicle. John would tell lucy that others would either shoot first or hide from John as he called out to them. John needed help but would he talk advice from a woman? Hours later Lucy brought a plate of food to john " John, I'm going out with you tomorrow to look for survivors " "No.... it's too dangerous" John said with his back to here as he continued to turn the wrench " If I don't go john,..I'll..I'll" " You'll what kill yourself?" Smirked John with a laugh, wiping grease. Lucy took the plate and began to turn it over.. "Whoa, whoa, whoa are you crazy?" John said as he rushed to get the plate. " Do we have a deal?" Lucy sternly warned him... John thought for a bit.