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Just because you're paranoid doesn't mean there isn't an invisible demon about to eat your face.
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3 yrs ago
Sunshine all the time makes a desert.
3 yrs ago
You fell in love with my flowers and not my roots. So when autumn came, you didn't know what to do.
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3 yrs ago
I've had both doses of my vaccine and aside from some injection site soreness, I've no symptoms. I'd say I reacted very well. Get vaccinated. The other option is covid, which hits you a lot worse.
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3 yrs ago
Apologies to any partners, I have been distracted with Conan Exiles, and have been having too much fun building things to reply. Eventually, posts will go out.
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Ƒαȼ†ƨ αƅǿu† ⋖ Çαrαn†α†ħrαiεℓ ⋗
I...
⟴ ...am over 30 years old. ⟴ ...am a wife and mother. ⟴ ...draw alot. I am okay at it. Chances are, if you role play with me, you'll get free artwork. ⟴ ...love Pokemon, Harry Potter, English History, and the Elder Scrolls ⟴ ...suck balls at math. ⟴ ...am not great with English. ⟴ ...swear alot. ⟴ ...enjoy comedy, historical dramas, and mystery shows. ⟴ ...dislike referring to roleplays as games. I prefer stories ♥ ⟴ ...have a pet peeve about mermaids with knees. They don't have them. Stop giving them knees!
ROLEPLAY INFORMATION
⟴ My partners must be 18 or Older
⟴ I prefer to ride under the mature content banner. I enjoy violence, intimacy, trauma, etc.
⟴ Casual to low advanced role playing is my general give. If you give shorter posts I will likely shrink mine to match. I give what I get. But one liners make my heart hurt.
⟴ I prefer medieval fantasy settings. I am horrible at space role plays and modern bores me.
⟴ As far as fandoms go, I enjoy Skyrim / Elder Scrolls, Tudor Dynasty, Throne of Glass, and Conan (though I'm not versed in the lore, I do play).
⟴ I don't enjoy writing with OP Mary Sues. Be realistic.
I will almost always jump into an Elder Scrolls related rp. It is my bread and butter. I really enjoy the setting.
Yeah, I guess the worst part for me is thinking that I just didn't want to come on too stong, and I am an introvert, which didn't send much of a message to her. Now I have this feeling of loss and disconnect from such a long time of spending time together, and chatting a lot. It is hard now for me to pick up the pieces and move on. I guess I should also mention this is the second time something like this has happened. The first time was in high school when my crush, we were closer still, had to move away. Life just hates me.
I was able to pick up the pieces last time, but now it is harder to even think about moving on with love.
You will manage. You're strong. It may hurt for a while. Maybe when(not if) she breaks up with this guy, you can swoop in like 'I have been waiting'. <3 But in my opinion, you don't need her.
Shit, man. A 3 year old thread. At what point does things thing evolve into an eldar thread and start turning into reality as a part of the weave of the universe. It's going to start casting debuffs soon enough.
Has it been three years already? I suppose it has. I started this a lil after moving to Japan. Look at that <3 Way to go little thread.
My two weeks of straight work have ended at last and the holiday season has blown over like the storm it is. I am pleased to return at last and enjoy the time thereafter.
I will throw my lot in on further conversation when the drive is over.
Well it isn't so much of what she did, and more of just how things played out. We have known each other for about 5 years. Just do his summer I finally got my shut together with a good job, I am just 21, and was like "yeah, I am so ready for a relationship!" this is where things seemed to be falling into place perfectly: I am from Oregon, she still lives there, and a friend of ours was having a wedding to which I was flying in to attend. Me and her had been talking about how their family was hosting the party at their place, a great big farm house and barn, and how living arrangements could be made for me there for the few days I was coming. I thought this was all perfect, a gift from God, fate smiling on me, what have you. We had been conversing all year with each other, our familys get along great, I used to study theology under her father, finally got a stable full-time job, and I was staying with them allowing me to talk over having a long distance relationship with their daughter! How much more perfect is this!
Three days until my flight I am packing some things and relaxing reading a book when I get a snapchat. 36 hours before I get there she snapchating everyone about her new boyfriend (life's ultimate dick punch). That made this trip a lot more awkward for me! Now I am stuck never having been able to "love" her and not being able to have the girl I have had a crush on for almost 4 years.
Dick move, bruh. I'm sorry, u_u women are cruel, cruel things.
@Huckleberry1911 Hello! I love the info :) Username and icon make sense now <3 Welcome to the thread! We're all mad here. ^ ^
all presents are bought! Even for my dogs. I'm going to be filled with so much regret on the squeaky one for the yorkie.... there's like 10 squeakies inside it....
[h2][color=ababab]Ƒαȼ†ƨ αƅǿu† ⋖ Çαrαn†α†ħrαiεℓ ⋗[/color][/h2]
[h3]I...[/h3]
⟴ [color=ababab]...am over 30 years old.[/color]
⟴ [color=ababab]...am a wife and mother.[/color]
⟴ [color=ababab]...draw alot. I am okay at it. Chances are, if you role play with me, you'll get free artwork.[/color]
⟴ [color=ababab]...love Pokemon, Harry Potter, English History, and the Elder Scrolls[/color]
⟴ [color=ababab]...suck balls at math.[/color]
⟴ [color=ababab]...am not great with English. [/color]
⟴ [color=ababab]...swear alot.[/color]
⟴ [color=ababab]...enjoy comedy, historical dramas, and mystery shows.[/color]
⟴ [color=ababab]...dislike referring to roleplays as games. I prefer stories ♥[/color]
⟴ [color=ababab]...have a pet peeve about mermaids with knees. They don't have them. Stop giving them knees![/color]
[b]ROLEPLAY INFORMATION[/b]
⟴ [color=bb7b93]My partners must be[/color] [b]18 or Older[/b]
⟴ [color=bb7b93]I prefer to ride under the[/color] [b]mature content[/b] [color=bb7b93]banner. I enjoy violence, intimacy, trauma, etc.[/color]
⟴ [b]Casual to low advanced[/b] [color=bb7b93]role playing is my general give. If you give shorter posts I will likely shrink mine to match. I give what I get. But one liners make my heart hurt.[/color]
⟴ [color=bb7b93]I prefer[/color] [b]medieval fantasy[/b] [color=bb7b93]settings. I am horrible at space role plays and modern bores me.[/color]
⟴ [color=bb7b93]As far as fandoms go, I enjoy[/color] [b]Skyrim / Elder Scrolls[/b], [b]Tudor Dynasty[/b], [b]Throne of Glass[/b], [color=bb7b93]and[/color] [b]Conan[/b] [color=bb7b93](though I'm not versed in the lore, I do play).[/color]
⟴ [color=bb7b93]I don't enjoy writing with OP Mary Sues. Be[/color] [b]realistic[/b].
I will almost always jump into an Elder Scrolls related rp. It is my bread and butter. I really enjoy the setting.
Link to my [url=https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/13621-female-looking-for-male-or-female-medieval-fantasy-casual-18/ooc]Interest Check[/url]
<div style="white-space:pre-wrap;"><div class="bb-h2"><font color="#ababab">Ƒαȼ†ƨ αƅǿu† ⋖ Çαrαn†α†ħrαiεℓ ⋗</font></div><br><br><div class="bb-h3">I...</div><br>⟴ <font color="#ababab">...am over 30 years old.</font><br>⟴ <font color="#ababab">...am a wife and mother.</font><br>⟴ <font color="#ababab">...draw alot. I am okay at it. Chances are, if you role play with me, you'll get free artwork.</font><br>⟴ <font color="#ababab">...love Pokemon, Harry Potter, English History, and the Elder Scrolls</font><br>⟴ <font color="#ababab">...suck balls at math.</font><br>⟴ <font color="#ababab">...am not great with English. </font><br>⟴ <font color="#ababab">...swear alot.</font><br>⟴ <font color="#ababab">...enjoy comedy, historical dramas, and mystery shows.</font><br>⟴ <font color="#ababab">...dislike referring to roleplays as games. I prefer stories ♥</font><br>⟴ <font color="#ababab">...have a pet peeve about mermaids with knees. They don't have them. Stop giving them knees!</font><br><br><span class="bb-b">ROLEPLAY INFORMATION</span><br><br>⟴ <font color="#bb7b93">My partners must be</font> <span class="bb-b">18 or Older</span><br><br>⟴ <font color="#bb7b93">I prefer to ride under the</font> <span class="bb-b">mature content</span> <font color="#bb7b93">banner. I enjoy violence, intimacy, trauma, etc.</font><br><br>⟴ <span class="bb-b">Casual to low advanced</span> <font color="#bb7b93">role playing is my general give. If you give shorter posts I will likely shrink mine to match. I give what I get. But one liners make my heart hurt.</font><br><br>⟴ <font color="#bb7b93">I prefer</font> <span class="bb-b">medieval fantasy</span> <font color="#bb7b93">settings. I am horrible at space role plays and modern bores me.</font><br><br>⟴ <font color="#bb7b93">As far as fandoms go, I enjoy</font> <span class="bb-b">Skyrim / Elder Scrolls</span>, <span class="bb-b">Tudor Dynasty</span>, <span class="bb-b">Throne of Glass</span>, <font color="#bb7b93">and</font> <span class="bb-b">Conan</span> <font color="#bb7b93">(though I'm not versed in the lore, I do play).</font><br><br>⟴ <font color="#bb7b93">I don't enjoy writing with OP Mary Sues. Be</font> <span class="bb-b">realistic</span>. <br><br>I will almost always jump into an Elder Scrolls related rp. It is my bread and butter. I really enjoy the setting.<br><br>Link to my <a href="https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/13621-female-looking-for-male-or-female-medieval-fantasy-casual-18/ooc">Interest Check</a></div>
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