Elliot shook her head, "Don't..." She didn't like those memories. She hadn't even tried to bring the memories from the facility back to mind. She didn't want to remember what happened there. What caused her to lose herself. She rubbed the back of his neck, "I'm lucky that you didn't give up on me... even when I tried to kill you... That you walked me through any memory I asked about... That you wanted to kiss me... even when it didn't seem like it was me anymore," Tears welled in her eyes again, "Even though I was a monster..."