He looked at her, "you didn't wake me up Ellie, it helped a little bit I've had nightmare for the past two years the year before you were taken i could handle them. They've only gotten worse ever since, I've tried getting sleeping pills which make it even worse i want to wake up but i can't knowing the pills had taken there affect. I haven't gotten any proper sleep in a year or so.'' Jacob looked at the ceiling, rolling onto his back.