Kian shook her head, "If course there are reasons, you just haven't found the right ones. To a certain extent it's outside forces but most of the blame should fall on me. I am not the best judge of my own condition but I know that as a young child I had an obsession with power I could not hope to gain. It is for that reason that if you want to put a bracelet on my you'll have to do it by force."