I need to work on my character but I don't know what to do with the whole picture part. I kinda wanna try to draw it but I'm hopelessly inept at drawing. And then it find it impossible to just find and use a picture someone else drew (without me commisioning) because then it doesn't [i]really[/i] represent my character. 
[lays down on the floor]

I'll post my CS within the hour.