im sorry I'm just gonna shut up for the night... it seems I have hit the time where my brain over processes EVERYTHING... and in this state, I am seeing the average of speed/agility as the simplest thing in the world... but I've gotten accustomed to tabletop RPing over the last few months playing Call of Cthulhu... which of course teaches you to be afraid of literally everything.... even the other players because theres a damn good chance they'll go insane and try to kill you for no good reason. so just ignore me from this post on, I'm gonna go try to get the thoughts I had for the IC into a coherent post and shove that out there for kylie to see whenever she gets back, and then im gonna go to bed...