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*After a several second long silence, my hand comes up for a brief moment, then I put it back down*My life... It's been full of... Wrongs, and... And I'm not proud of them... Let me die on a good note, at least.
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*Nods slowly, gets up, and walks back*[quote=Etcetera]
I think you're either so calm because you aren't afraid of it, and would accept death to save his life.... Or you already know his decision.
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The answer to that is both.