I'll try and keep this short and sweet. I understand how it can be seen that I'm lying, but I'm trying to be honest and truthful here. Unfortunately, I tend to ramble on in ways that often makes people think I'm lying, so this is by no means new for me. I might have to go over this with my mother, since she more than often tends to be a more reliable source about my conditions than me.

You can probably scratch DCD off the list, and my mentioning of undergoing evaluation for schizophrenia can probably be scratched off the list too. I could be bipolar, but I'll have to see my psychologist about it. Honestly, I have doubts about what the doctors have slapped on me myself, and I'm really just going off of my recollection of what they've told me about, and sometimes my recollection of things isn't as accurate as I would like it to be.

1: The last time I asked about having ADHD I think was around April last year, when I asked my school psychologist about what I was diagnosed with on the papers. And there it was. Asperger's, ADHD, and DD-NOS. Might be good for me to go over them with my psychologist when I see her again.

2: The way I see it, psychosis is the loss of contact with reality. I've got a feeling you might be thinking of sociopathy here. Then again, I have a history of violent outbursts, which is what caused me to get beaten up by the security guards at the hospital and restrained for 2 days. I was holding a plastic cleaning sign because I felt I had to defend myself, and that's how I got tackled down. Beyond that, I've also had violent incidents with my family and with people at school too, and I've gotten too close for my liking to getting charged for assault.

3: The hospital's not really as nice a place for me as it is for other people. I think I've been hospitalised for mental health issues about 8 times since 2009, and none of them have really helped me in any way whatsoever. Even my family agrees by now that I cannot afford another hospital visit for the sake of my own psyche. Beyond the hospital, I've also had experiences with some of my teachers through school, like I've mentioned earlier.

4: As I've said, I could very well not be accurately recollecting what I'm diagnosed with, but I'm not doing it with the intention of lying to be "hip". Unfortunately, relaying information across the internet isn't the same as relaying it to someone face to face, so the potential for interpretations of dishonesty is greater than it would be in real life.

5: And that's what I do. I do my research.

Honestly? We probably all have disorders of some sort. It's probably not so much a case of what we're labelled with that makes it all better or worse, but how much we're able to cope with it all. I hope I've clarified things a bit better here, but if not... well, I'd have to go over it with my mom, and my psychologist when I see her.