Prepared best he can for the sickening swirl of colors Seishu relaxes so her can close his eyes, just waiting for the rushing to stop. Once on the other side he spies Hops rushing forward and is almost ready to bite his tongue over whatever the bunny has to say about his current state, but instead he feels a little shocked as a warm furry arm slips under his free arm and across his back , helping to keep the Nightmare Guardian vertical as Enasi helps him along. [i]'Wow Hops, didn't know you had it in you'[/i] Still in too much pain to act very rationally he growls low, keeping his lips shut as to not sap at anybody. As soon as they are away from the constant pounding of positive energy Seishu lets out a long breath, the reduction in pain clearing his head up a little. As soon as they enter the room he's spent most of his stay in the Dream Realm in the long haired male looks to Enasi's waist, to where there is still a full set of syringes, and as they carefully help him into the bed he slips one of the pain killers out of the belt and hides it beneath his pillow. Enasi doesn't seem to notice and he's glad because moments later Harper calls him away and he's left alone with the small ball of droopy sadness that is Rue. Looking over to the teary eyed minion Seishu feels his anger building and contemplates taking his shot before addressing the fairy, but then those eyes turn to him and something inside him snaps. “Are you trying to be the biggest moron in existence, or does it just come to you naturally?” His voice spears out like a lance, striking to the very heart of the little dream minion. The words make him hiccup, his body falling backwards to the very end of the bed as tears begin pouring out like all the world is weeping. Seishu does not raise his voice, but his words are pure venom. “Not only did you betray you lord's orders, broken his trust for all I know, you've put so many lives into danger I'm surprised that you're able to even think to look me, or Enasi in the eyes for the matter! Or did you have some kind of death wish? If so, come over here now, I'll oblige you!” His eyes glance over at the scar now donning the boy's arm and knows that it's time to stop, but his lips work faster than his brain sometimes. “That last thing we needed at a time like this was a clash between the realms, and guess what, that's exactly what you arranged by being so absolutely foolish.” Rue slowly seems to break on the spot, unable to back away from Seishu because of the weakness in his limbs caused by one he admires so much tearing into him like snake venom, compounded by the fact that he was already crushed by his own guardian refusing to speak with him. “I saw all those injuries out there, and you are the cause of them. You Rue, you made them all hurt so much. I can still feel it from here. And let me guess, you think we should all forgive you just because you're cute and you didn't mean for it to happen? Is that it!?” Rue shakes his head, his entire body trembling as both hands ball into little fists, coming up to cover his mouth as more and more sobs find their way out. The shear amount of sadness, pain, and self loathing coming from the little creature is enough to spark Seishu's self control and in one swift motion he pulls out the syringe, pulls the plastic cover off the needle, and sinks it into his arm. Slamming down the plunger he hisses with the pain of the shot, but after a few seconds he whips the glass across the room and watches as Rue jerks at the sound of it shattering. The calm is relatively slow in coming to Seishu, for he really is upset with the Little Bite, but when at last he looks up to the tear soaked minion his eyes have changed from those of a killer to the relaxed stare that Rue has grown to recognize. Still wracked with sobs Rue stares at the guardian, and Seishu knows he has to do something. [i]'I also know I'm going to regret what I'm about to do next, but it'll be worth it in the end'[/i] Letting out a long breath he opens his arms carefully, a clear invitation to Rue, and the strength seems to come back to his limbs almost immediately as his hands fall to the bed and he crawls over to the guardian. So much is his pain right now that he doesn't think, crawling right over Seishu's injured legs so he can lay atop the guardian, his little face buried in the crook of Seishu's pale neck. The shot allows Seishu to keep his cool with the weight of Rue pressing into his sore front, and even allows him to wrap his arms around the small sobbing creature. Shushing his lightly he murmurs, “Hush now Little Bite. You know I would never kill you. You've made your mistake, and as far as I'm concerned you just paid for it. Thanks for sticking around my evil little self.” Rue's voice is too sore to reply properly but a light half laugh finds it's way out, his face still pressed firmly against the injured man, his little arms clutched between their bodies.