Connor rose, looking out over the farm yard, "Hate is...powerful in itself. The difference here Elizabeth is that every though you had an entire race through your envy of them, you still help the lowest of them to maybe one day become great. No one is perfect, and you are better than most. Animals are...sensitive creatures, and Bessie doesn't let just anyone ride her. She isn't a normal horse. She had your character judged quite well, even if you don't think you are worthy. Would god let his servants, that nun, speak with you if you were not worthy? Would you be here, instead of just eliminating the threat, being me of course, and going about your life as if I hadn't interrupted it, if you were not worthy?" 

He feel silent for a time. "I am by far the less pure person you will probably ever meet. I let a girl lure a werewolf, and got there too late to prevent her being bitten. I've murdered people possessed by demons because until recently, I didn't know there was a way to get the demon out without killing the host. I am not a godly person, even if I do believe he is out there somewhere. I've found myself not caring about the world, and at times just think giving up this pointless war would be better. You see, I died that night the vampire attacked me, even though there was not a single scratch on me. And now I'm just waiting for Death to catch me, even as I defy him victims from supernatural beings" 

He turned to her, his expression haunted as he said, "isn't it the natural of every creature to try? The minute you give up hope, the minute you let being what you are consume you, everything is lost. So you push it aside, and do what you know is right" He said, "So you are faltering. Everyone does. But doesn't that mean that we should try and find the medallion, to at least try? You don't have to but I imagine if that Medallion fell into the wrong hands, it could cause a lot of damage and trouble, so I"m going to try and find it anyway" He would lock it away, with the other supernatural items he had that could be dangerous if she didn't come with him to find it.