"Okay... Well... I... I didn't know you didn't kiss him back. I saw the kiss and I got really...." Nathaniel stopped himself. He didn't want to just openly say he was the type to get jealous. "I reacted to seeing you and Blake kiss and I kissed Cynthia who did just about everything but actually ask me to kiss her." He sighed. "But! I didn't feel right... So I told her that I was sorry and that I couldn't kiss her again or be anything more than friends because I..." He stopped again. "Because I already lo-uh-iked... Liked someone else." He said transition from one word to the next. He didn't think he should say the other one... He... Wasn't ready.