For Emilia, the ride didn't take more than a few seconds. Her mind reeling to understand what she'd one, what [i]they[/i] had done. Her memories rushing her head, making things even more difficult. She was silent, only heard the rush of blood in her ears and the heavy beat of her heart. She did her best to hold back the tears of dread that threatened to overwhelm her. She focused on breathing deeply, tried to calm herself, but it was barely working. The car stopped and she swallowed down the lump in her throat to force on a nice smile and thank her uncle for driving her to school. He was happy about it, and seemed alsmot oblivious to the way she was acting.

She glanced at Lann, who looked the way she felt. Unwell and full of dread. The first time she had fallen for someone, had given himher [i]everything[/i] and he turned out to be her [i]cousin[/i]. She suddenly felt sick. Glancing around as the two of them stood speech- and motionless in the entrance to the schoolyard, she noticed with relieve that there weren't many people around yet. She could not bear to see anyone she knew now. She most definetly wouldn't be able to act in any way resembling normal. She turned to Lann, opeining her nmouth, wanted to say something, [i]anything[/i], really, but all that she could get out was a choking sound as the tears started to flow from her eyes.

Emilia whirled around, heading, almost running, towards the trees and bushed next to the school. She ran straight through them, not caring for scratches or anything, as she fled out of sight and into the small woods that lay next to the school, seperating it from some kind of industrial buildings to the west. Barely anyone came here, especially so early in the morning, so after running for what felt like hours, but was really just minutes, silence was surrounding her. The forest blended out any kind of sign that there was a school nearby. Somewhere, Emilia stumbled, holding on to a tree to keep her balance as she held her belly, feeling sick.

Gasping for breath, face streaked with tears, her mind blank she sank to the ground with her side to the tree, leaning against it as she cried.