Oh no! DX That really sucks, I am so sorry about that.. Don't be sad about it, though! Maybe it'll actually turn out to be a good thing. I've gone into situations thinking that it was going to be awful and I would hate myself afterwards but then it actually turned out to be really fun! Just kinda go with the flow and remember that they're probably not trying to snub you, not on purpose at least. It's probably just that they can't see past the excitement of being together. Just keep your head held high and don't let their negativity bother you <3 

I get those shallow reasons. But honestly when sometimes when I'm talking to people, I'm actually surprised at the things that their interested in. I mean, not even just anime. Like there are people who I would never expect to like reading and writing but they do, and that also goes for sports and everything. Here I am about to get super deep, but I think that people are stereotyped way too much by how they look. Like, I'm not the type of person who someone would look at and think "Oh, that girl probably is really into Game of Thrones and cosplaying and she [i]must[/i] be gay." I'm the type of person who people would see and think. "Oh, she must really like doing her hair, and painting her nails and talking about boys and drama with her flighty bffs." You know what I mean? Anyways, wow that was a rant but I've had a really fucking weird couple of days and am in a really thoughtful mood. 

You're probably right... I mean it isn't easy just mustering up a bunch of emotion and just letting it all out in front of a camera. But I guess in a way, television/movie actors have it a little easier than theater actors, I mean there aren't any do-overs when you're on a Broadway stage! Haha

*Dies in a hole* Jellyfish... jellyfish.... fucking jellyfish. Omg, they are up there with snakes and spiders! My mom is really allergic to them, so chances are I am too. Like, ugh! They're just so freaky! I would have probably died if I were you. I've never heard of putting vinegar on them, but then again I don't really swim in oceans that often (I'm more of a lake/pool person). But seriously... ugh... DX

Ahaha, basically xD

Mhmm... you're so right on that. But I think that people just dig themselves into a hole with others, like you'll be friends with someone for a while and then they'll change but you stay friends despite the fact that you're no longer good for each other. But then you have this whole, big complicated past and you don't want to just abandon that, and it is so hard to just stop being friends with someone, especially in high school. Ugh, I wish life weren't so complicated. 

Yeah, she's adorable. <3 But there is absolutely no chance for us because A. She's straight and B. She is only in Canada for another month. But she's a really sweet person so I think I kinda just might settle for her in my life as a friend. Okay... so I am sorry, but I just need to vent. A lot. And I hate to do this to you, but I just need to spit this out right now to someone who will listen. Just, no judgement. Okay, so yesterday I was hanging out with my best friend and we decided to go pick up a guy that she knows, and that I kind of know, and hang out with him and his friend for the night. I guess without going into huge detail me and the first guy really hit it off, and despite the fact that I had only known him for like a day we ended up in his basement cuddling and watching TV with the other two. But... like... he kissed me. And we ended up not really paying attention to the movie at all and just cuddling and talking and, yes, kissing. So today we were texting all day, and I think I might like him but I don't know and I am so confused and kinda mad because when I mentioned to my friend that we were texting she just changed the subject immediately and they kinda had a thing, but it's super fucking complicated and I don't know what to think 'cause I don't do this. DX Fuck, but he is really nice but I don't want to jump the gun on anything because what if he doesn't actually like me... 

Aha, yeah it is really cold. I mean, that was the lowest it got this winter and it didn't stay that way for long, but yeah it get's pretty fucking cold DX I told you about the polar bears and igloos! This is what you get for not believing me... :p