DSW, we're not trying to make you feel like an idiot, we just want this RP to run smoothly for everyone and not have to overlook details. What I suggest is that you contact GM and have the two of you hash out something that works a bit better. Essentially I like the idea of your character, just how it was introduced and brought about isn't quite working. Please take this all as constructive criticism. 

Or just post your ideas here. We all really want this to work out, and as DBlade says we would like to help you.