Ok, I feel pretty bad that I have to do this, but there is no helping it I'm afraid. I've written myself into a corner where I don't like the character concept I've come up with. And since that's happened, I ruined my own interest in the RP. It's weird, and it's never happened before, but I don't see a way out of the slump. 

Really sorry for wasting your time. Thanks for being so welcoming and understanding.