[quote=celty sturluson]
i dont want to hurt my parents so im asking you guys for help
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=_= Shion... your parents can actually help you, we, howeer, cannot, at least not as much as them. And all your doin is hurting them more bt not telling them. Go tell your parents and get help. Not another word of "I need help" from ypu until you TRY to get help. At least tell your folks.