Exactly! My dance instructor always says that you can't let other people control your emotions. Though, they can be factors in what you fell it is ultimately up to you to how you let a situation effect you. I think that's really good advice, and I just wish that I had figured it out earlier this year. It would have definitely saved me a lot of grief if I had. 

Oh my goodness, actually I find that I know a lot of people who watch that show too. Like one of my two friends at school, she watches it, and then other people who I'm like... oh, wow! Video games, huh? Okay, my guilty confession time I suppose: I am a huge gamer too. But I prefer games like The Sims and stuff. So, basically like making up cute little characters and giving them lives and stuff. And, actually I found out the other day that one of my dance friends plays it, too, and I would have never guessed! Huh, it really just goes to show you how presumptuous people can be. 

Well I can agree with them being really pretty, I mean most poisonous/scary animals are pretty. I've seen like pictures of a bunch of jelly fish all together and it's so gorgeous. But they still freak me out... I don't really do lakes or oceans.. 

It must have been really different for you moving around so much. One of my friends I have lterally known since we were babies, and a lot of people in my high school I've known since elementary school. I only really hang out with two people while I am at school, and I've known one of them since we were little and the other two for just a couple of years now. I know that there are going to be people in my life now who I will always talk to, but there are certain other people who I will definitely forget about when I graduate. 

Aww, that would be adorable wouldn't it? XD

Okay, woah, influx of questions! Haha, alrighty: He is really nice, and sweet and all night he kept telling me that I was pretty and he knew it was my first [i]actual[/i] kiss and so he kept on making sure that I was comfortable and when I did get a little bit uncomfortable he stopped. He also writes slam poetry and showed me some of his work, which is really good, and he's really funny... Yeah he just seems like a really good guy. And he is really cute. I love his smile, at one point he looked at me and just grinned like a goof and it was the most adorable thing ever. A spark? I think so.. We've been talking for the past couple of days and he is a huge sweetie. I mean, even if this doesn't go anywhere romantically I would want him in my life as a friend. Okay, so as for his and my friend's "thing", well I know they kissed but I think that was the extent of it. There was a while when they talked and flirted all the time but it didn't go anywhere. And tonight at dance class she asked my about him and got super excited when I told her we'd been talking now I think the four of us are hanging out this weekend again. How would I compare my feelings? Well... I love her, and I don't even really mean in a romantic way. She is my best friend and she makes me happy, but we've actually said to each other before, like regardless of anything else we can't be together. We need each other too much, and I don't want to be just a "fling" for her. And I've known him for like two days, but I think I might like him. He is super adorable and literally two seconds ago he called me “hun” and I'm like... stawwwp.... he's too cute XD I guess I'm just gonna go with the flow!

Good, I knew you'd learn! xD Aha