Viral could only keep trying to convince himself that there was nothing wrong with him, that he was just glitching or something similar, but no matter what the lack of self-belief left him feeling drained and unforgiving of himself. If his problem was that he was severely damaged and it was nothing to do with his hunger problems then he would probably be better off getting a complete fix up; of course, that would have to count on whether he was able to be fixed. He was pretty scared inside, even though he would never admit it, if not for himself but for his future. He could never get his strength beyond the others, that crushed him pretty well into the ground, but he’d be damned if he was going to end up being the cause of everyone’s death because he was broken. 

Letting out a groan as he rubbed his head, he kept his eyes off Ikura as he stared downwards who continued to talk. He was trying to reinforce the idea that it was an accident, but until it didn’t happen again then he wasn’t going to be able to believe it, “Maybe while you do that, you can tell me whether you are able to treat me in a way that doesn’t involve me reliving everything all over again”, he sighed, shaking his head, “I am not wanting to do such a thing when it was the only thing I experienced for a whole year…hmph, I’d rather die then and there…”

Feeling as if there was nothing else to go for, he let out a sigh and tried to pull his mind away from such thoughts seeing how much it upset Yumi when he mentioned it back on the other planet. He thought about it many times before, but he’d definitely not be the one to kill himself and would rather he’d die in battle; of course that was going to be no problem in the future, seeing as how weak he was compared to every other super-powered being. Ikura certainly seemed to know a lot about his past before everything else happened, despite it being many years earlier. Finding it a little hard to believe, he groaned and looked towards the door, “Just how much do you think of me if you remember that…” he muttered, looking back to him, “Either way…I don’t know how much longer they can put up with me”.

Unfortunately, it seemed as if this was it for their discussions as medication was brought up, a frown immediately appearing on Viral’s face. Looking down at the prescription paper quickly, he looked back up quickly with an angry look on his face, almost blurting out his anti-anger problems argument until he realised he would just be proving Ikura’s point. Looking back down to the paper, he took the paper and stared at it, groaning as he stood up, “After a meal? What did we just talk about…” he grumbled, his eyes going to his shoulder as it was touched. He wasn’t amused by that, especially considering he had no way to eat without something terrible happening to him and medicine couldn’t fix that. Frowning, he turned to look at the door, “I don’t understand how that will be possible; you don’t even know half of my problems…”