Elliot sighed and moved closer to him, "I know but... I didn't want to burden you... You already have so much to worry about... There was you dying over and over... The robots pushing us back further to a new hide out... The Kyle incident.... Then the robots again... I found a way to cope with it... and I never cut deep enough that it endangered me... I was always smart about it....." She buried her face in his chest, "I'm sorry."