"I know I do," Nigel says, lacing his fingers with Arlia's. "But, I...I feel like I'm...abandoning her, trying to forget her, if I try to move on so fast." Wrapping his arms around his lover, he pulls her close as he buries his face into her shoulder, his own shoulders beginning to shake. "I just can't help but feel...like it's my fault she died...I should've stayed with you and Hayley, I should've done something! I couldn't even get revenge for her!"