[quote=celty sturluson] I was yelled at as a child by my dad because i was never good enough. i would get made fun of for crying by hims and he would threatening to hit me, as a child he did hit me a lot i cant even wear a belt anymore. my mom is an alcoholic she will yell call me a bitch and hit me. she covered my mouth so i couldn't scream before but i ran, she with beat me up randomly. im never good enough for them, then half of my family hates me i can never stay in a good relationship i lose friends. im just a mess. [/quote] You're not a mess