[quote=celty sturluson] and my grandpa died 6 days after my birthday my cousin was killed in a helicopter crash at the red sea working fro the marines and they never found his body my dad has a broken back my moms shoulder is mesed up my grandma has something wrong with her head my 18 year old cousin could care less if idie my anut and uncle critisie me all the time i never really see my parents my dads always working at his shop my mom has a fucked up scheduled and when i do see my mom shes drunk.im glad im out of school cuz there i was the emo freak that should die told to kill myself all most everyday i would get made fun of for doing the things i love like drawing and singing no boy likes me every girl wants to scratch my eyes out i have a friend name dillon who made fun of me for having therapy. im called a lesbo for hugging my girl friends i get judged every time ii walk in that school. but leaving that school barly helps, im getting sent pics a messages on fb to kill myself to cut making fun of me for being scene and wearing the clothes that i want i cant be myself around anyone but you guys witch make me smile every time im on her i smile for real and dont force my laughing you guys make me happy and i have a voice hear with i never have anywhere else and i hate telling you guys i almost killed myself or cut cuz you all worry with no one has ever done and im not used to it like being call pretty or bring love so thank you guys for helping me through my shitty life. [/quote] You are most welcome [quote=ShadowVentus] "...Don't waste your breath...I was getting tired of arguing anyway...right now, the only thing I feel that I need to apologize for is ruining this happy moment that you all were sharing with one another...I understand that it was wrong of me to bring up what happened only yesterday, but...in my own way, I have the right to freak out over a life almost being lost over complete bullshit...but then again, I may as well be preaching to the choir myself as of now....I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm both sorry and not sorry at the same time..." I say. [/quote] "I also freaked out a bit..."