Shida, looked almost shocked for a quick moment, although he believed his eyes would never betray him. He found himself taken aback as heard the words that pressed themselves against his ears. Only few times, had he known a man to speak with such conviction yet understanding. After a small while to himself, what was seconds of relief. The light in him, shifted to a lower burn..
"I left what I thought could have been a human life behind a long time ago, and I've never been the type to dwell in the past. But the only way I've survived up until now is taking what I need and giving nothing back. I'm sure some of you here could truly say the same for yourselves."
His head slowed towards the others.
 "Call me selfish if you will, but there are people out there who would destroy the world if they had the power we have, I know, because I spent a lot of my time killing them." He said with a glimpse of what may very well have been, sadness, or anger, unknown to himself.
"I don't know if I can stop myself from having lost faith in humanity, but i think I can learn to hate these Vygorns even more. That is, if tree huger over there isn't lying to us and this is some kinda fuckin' suicide cult for nature."
His eyes moved to the flame as he took a seat leaning against a tree a few feet away.. he propped his arms up on his legs, unmoving, locked away in his gaze into the bonfire.

During his brooding, when one of the girls at the bonfire made a remark about pushing him into the void, he kept his eyes pointed towards the fire and tried to make it seem as though he'd barley heard her.