As Castiel layed there she could have sworn she heard metal scrap against the stone floor of the cave, but she just thought for a moment there that it was Hiccup moving to get comfortable in his sleep. It was only when he was right beside her that she realized he was coming to speak to her. She sat up and looked at him, frowning slightly when he asked what was wrong. She looked down a moment sheepishly, "Well, I..." She paused when she heard the baby dragons stirring at her voice. Silently she stood and motioned for him to follow her outside so the two of them wouldn't wake the sleeping dragons. 

Once outside she sat on the edge of one of the cliff sides and sighed, looking down, "It's dumb really.......I just....I guess I was just thinking about.....everything? You see.....growing up, as you can imagine, I wasn't a very popular person in my village. I wasn't viking enough for anyone. My parents were kind of on the low scale of the Vikings already by being a Baker and one of the Fighters for the village, but at least they were Viking-Like. But me, I was never Viking-Like at all. I couldn't even lift a shield or axe, much less use one. Every time my parents looked at me....it was like....they hated me. Like they wished I had never been born..." 

She looked down now, her long hair hanging her her face, acting as a curtain between the two, "The first person, well not really a person, to rally accept me was Aurora. I always thought dragons were the only beings I could trust and that I would never find another human who was even some what like me. So, I guess, when I met you, I thought maybe I wasn't the only person who was different. That maybe I wasn't the only 'outcast' out there....but....we are pretty different aren't we? I mean....you're the chief of your village, popular with both humans and dragons, and.....perfect. And me, I'm just an outcast who has a gift for dragons. I guess its just......a feel of.....loneliness? That even the only other dragon rider I've met to be as close to dragons as I am is not as....looked down upon as I am? Not that I wish that on anyone because I don't, I would never wish those horrible feelings on anyone. I guess I just wanted to meet someone who....understood what its like....."

Sighing she shook her head at the own things she had just said, staying in the same position with her looking down and her hair in her face but curled her knees to her chest, "Like I said, its just dumb thoughts....its not anything you did and I'm sorry if you thought that."