Kyra looked at both as they spoke... And yet her mind was set... She was useless... Once she gave that book back she... She would be useless... It was the ace she had in her sleeves... And now Gabriel asked it back...
Why did she mentioned it... WHY!... She grabbed the book from her bagg, and placed it in his hands...
[b]"Then take my life at this moment... For that book was my last piece of usefullness."[/b]
Although the information she provided the group was usefull to them surviving... She knew that now that the archangel has returned... And even was in their midst, she wouldn't be that usefull anymore.
[b]"I am going for a walk."[/b]
As she said it, she walked passed the two and walked downstairs, once outside, she didn't went back to the motel, instead she went into the other direction, searching for a place where she could think... Could read... And perhaps...
She smashed her fist against a wall, as she felt how her skin got ripped open... She didn't care for the blood that was slowly falling on the ground, she didn't even felt the pain, for her thoughts were where she truelly was...
Was it smart to summon Lilith? Or... Would what they said be true? Would she truelly die once she summoned Lilith?...
Somehow Kyra felt different about the subject of summoning Lilith... And yet both Chase and Gabriel warned her about the power of Lilith... Of course Kyra read about her many many times in the books... And she knew how strong Lilith truelly was... But there must be a way to...
She stopped near a wall as she placed her back against it and slided towards the ground... As she sat there, she placed her head on her knees and looked towards the ground... Was she truelly usefull to the group? Or did they just said that to make her stay normal? To stay human?
As she looked back up, she lighted a sigaret to keep her mind at ease for a small moment...