May then explained what she saw in her soul(look back at post if needed), "what i saw is just confusing and different then what other peoples souls normally are." May said, But truly underneath, she was more bothered by what she saw after being told by the other her that she was rejected. It was not a pleasant thought and she just hoped her partner would be convinced that what she told him was all that was bothering her.
(When creating the other post about my soul I also thought of an idea where in the place within her soul where the madness/black blood resides. There is a strange land almost like the wonderland in the game Alice: Madness Returns. And there is like a blockage(something like the queen of hearts) that is keeping her from getting full control over her madness and the strength from it. What do you think, is that weird? haha)