Shay didn't often go into the library. She usually stayed away from there. It was too quiet for her. She had always been scared something was going to happen if she went. Something...completely awful that would change everything that hadn't already changed. She noticed him looking at her and her cheeks went pink in the darkness. It was all moving so quickly....her mind...couldn't comprehend. She had never been kissed, never been liked, never showed any interest in a guy before, that was until now. She leaned forward slightly as well, she was hesitant, nervous. Her hands were a bit shaky. But feeling his lips brush against hers, her cheeks turned very pink. Her first kiss was with her professor. Not that he was too much older, but she was still nervous. Her lips gently pressed against his, her eyes were gently shut as she slightly, hesitantly kissed him, for a few seconds until she slightly pulled her lips back. "Indy...." She mumbled softly to him, her cheeks pink. She tried to keep the tears at bay. Her first boyfriend ended up a bad apple, as she called it. He truly was a bad apple. It scared her so much. It scared her to even like someone, but she really did like him. He was so sweet towards her. But she couldn't tell him if she had a crush on him. It scared her if she would tell him that she had a crush on him. But she continued to blush. She didn't know what to do now, she didn't know what to say, to kiss him again. She was terribly scared what to do. "Maybe...we should talk about something else..." She whispered softly. "I...I can't talk about what my father has been doing. I'm too afraid to. I'm afraid of the rope...of what he'd do if I told." Shay whispered as her hands were still shaking, but since she was speaking about her father she was even more frightened.