Shay slightly looked down as she begin to think about it, everything. "You're just going to leave....like my mother left....she died because she left...." She said as a tear rolled down her cheek. That was why she never trusted anyone. Because everyone always left. They abandoned her, her father had been the only one who could ever stay with her. He was the only one who ever stayed with her. Her hands were shaking again. Her head was laid back on the bed and she was looking up. Only one tear had rolled down her face and she looked at Indy. "You don't have to spare my feelings if you don't feel the same way. It's not like I'm not used to hearing it. "I'm sorry, Shay...but I don't like you that way....I'm sorry you aren't my type..." So many excuses...." Shay mumbled as she moved away from him and she pulled him down beside her and she laid her head on his chest.

It was true. She had listene to countless rejections, even from people she wanted to be friends with. And now, this was the biggest heart break of all. "Just a one night kind of thing. You kiss one moment and the next...you...you don't care...." She rubbed her throat, remembering the tightening of the rope. "My number one rule was next to...go for the heart breakers....it'll end in tragedy and once you tell them what's going on they leave you to be hung by a noose." She said as she cringed. She sat up and got up. "I think I should just head back to my dorm....I-I don't like the heart break. My back is against the wall with my dad already....I'll be seeing the noose soon." She picked up her jacket and slipped it on. "If I don't do what I'm told the noose..goes around my neck..." She rubbed her throat.

She was scared, her body was shaking now too. She was afraid of everything coming. "I'm afraid." She whispered. There were actually marks on her neck too. But they had almost healed. She rubbed her neck and whimpered softly. "You....you're going to leave like my mom did, like all my friends did. Just this time...the heart break will be more difficult....my last boyfriend abused me...I was trying to be careful with handing my heart to someone. I can't be open to anyone who will abandon me....who won't help me....this is why no one knows....I never tell anyone what they are into....or I'll get hurt....and the people I care about. So if you don't feel the same way. Say it and I'll leave. I'll let whatever they do take it's events like I always do." She sighed and walked towards the door. "I'm going to my dorm...I'm not coming to class either do don't bother wondering. I have things to get out."