"I'm a fool... I have so many friends still yet I was going to sulk in my TARDIS for how ever long." he looked at them all. "I know Donna would have told me off for that if she still knew me. She'd probably slap me." He forced more of a smile. The Doctor snuggled up to Rose. "I Guess I am afraid of looking back or losing anybody else." He coughed rather badly and grabbed his bucket and threw up. He seemed in pain. JAck felt bad for him, he wasn't sure what else to do at this point. "Damn."