"There is so much I need to explain. I don't know where to start. The ceremony is very detail. There are parts of it that I don't think you will like. My world is so different from yours." Zack tried to explained. He searched for the words to describe what they had to do. "I was thinking about it all day today. There are some steps that we might be able to take that would ease the pain I feel without taking that final step."