[u][i] - Xanthus - [/u][/i]
He jumped back as another colorful character entered, talking to Ryuu. He blinked watching him spout words like they were a bad meal. Well, at least he wouldn't be bored. Still, maybe he should intrude. He felt like an outsider in this instance. Hell, he was an outsider. He put a sheepish smile on his face and watched the two, waving at the colorful boy when and if he noticed him.

[i]What am I supposed to do? I want to chase her down but I want to give her time... Ugh. Why is this so hard?[/i]

He honestly didn't know what to do with himself. He'd spent so long trying to fix himself after what had happened. She'd basically pushed him away because his face had changed. Then again, it was a rather sticky situation. It didn't help that he wasn't the original soul of that body nor was he the only one at the time. She must have felt guilty. She always did that, felt guilty for things out of her control. She was too nice for her own good but he couldn't really see it any other way. A mean Lily was just... not Lily.